New, not improved, and certainly not edible in most countries

Posted in Life with tags , , , , , , , , , on November 29, 2014 by Morbid

Hello followers and readers alike! I hope everyone’s November 27th was fine, regardless if you celebrated the holiday or not. I’ve been away due to forgetting that I have a blog, which I really shouldn’t do considering I read other peoples’ blogs? It’s confusing to be me sometimes.

But here we are and here we go. I’ve been debating on sharing this bit of information for some time, but ultimately I decided that I needed to share it. It’s not for the sake of getting the attention over it, but merely if it helps someone somewhere, or for the real reason of helping my itchy fingers.

So. Where to start? I guess I’ll just start at the beginning and go from there. (Forgive me if I ramble a little bit. I’m not used to typing my thoughts out, though I really ought to be.)

Hubby and I. And I know that is an improper sentence, but it is just that. We are a we and an us and a couple. Two months ago we weren’t doing so great. But really it begins farther back than that. Months, possibly years ago, things started to not go so great and it was all my fault. I’m not being hard on myself either, it really is my fault. I was trying to hide a big part of who I was and it was hurting our relationship. The secret. The lie. I just couldn’t do it anymore. Now this part may spark some incitement, but really it’s an opinion and since this is my blog, I’m sharing my opinion. Funny that.

I don’t believe in true monogamy. Now don’t get me wrong I believe in true love, but I also believe that it doesn’t just have to happen with one person. I know there are a lot of debates that go on anyway about soul mates and whatnot, but the way I see it is… I want to word this just right so bear with me. The way I believe and see things is I think it’s narrow minded to believe that you are only capable of loving one person, like that. I’m not saying that in the future I’m going to love someone near as much as my hubby, which I’ve explained to him lots of times, but I don’t think he will be the only person I love. Now I do believe in the love where you only really have stars in your eyes for one person, and I feel there are levels to love. I do. I know the basic ones are things like love for your parents, children, friends, household appliances. (Don’t judge.)

It started when I was very young. I couldn’t say how old exactly, but I always knew I was different. I know a lot of people say that, but I really truly believe that I am wired differently. I saw four people in the grocery store, two guys and two gals, just hanging off of each other in a romantic fashion. Without getting weird, I’ve always been sexually aware of things. No I wasn’t molested, I just always “knew” about sex. And while I watched them, besides my mother having a fit of the heebee jeebees (spelling?), I just knew that they were all together. And I just remember thinking. I want that. Sometime down the road, I knew I would have that. Watching them together, how happy they all were, it just felt right. It felt like the most normal thing to be watching. No weirder than if it was only two of them together. Fast forward many years and I still felt that way, but I was worried about it being a bad thing. When I entered my first relationships something seemed off. When hubby and I got together, things felt less off, but I always had that nagging in the back on my head. And so I tried to hide to it. In doing so, I killed my libido almost completely. I made him insane from not letting him take care of his needs, which I am scarlet to admitting. There are, well were only a couple of people who knew that, and it was because of the shame I felt. I just let it dig into me and eat away my lust.

And for the sake of time and potential boredom, I’ll skip the conversation we had and the heartache that almost was. He jokes often that I’m sewing oats, but ultimately when I told him, he gave me this “duh” look and said, “I’ve been waiting for years for this to start!” Because, oh yeah, we had this conversation years ago that I completely forgot about! Hooray for my brain and the things it chooses to remember. So what are we doing about it? Well we’ve entered into the swinging scene, for lack of better terminology. And I do have to say that it has given us a boost in our relationship. I guess I can see how some people would say we are just spicing things up, but it feels like so much more is going on.

To us sex is just sex. Not with each other I should clarify, but with other people. I’ve personally never understood how it makes sense that you no longer lust for other people after getting with someone. That goes completely against human nature. Humans want more and more of whatever they can get their hands on. We see this example every day in every day life. It doesn’t stop when you reach the bedroom. When I say monogamy is a lie, I mean it. I really feel that when someone gets with their partner then they are only making the choice to be with that one person. They are choosing to ignore the feelings of lust or wanting for someone else because why? Because it’s “wrong.” I won’t get into morals or religion or any affiliations of the two, but we all know why, and not why.

When I’m having sex with another man, my husband is right there with me. I don’t want to put too many racy details on here, but when he’s holding me while we’re having fun with someone else, or kissing me, or looking into my eyes… I can’t really describe the feeling, the sensation of just how utterly right it feels. How fulfilled I am at the moment. It makes no never mind to me the judgement I’ll receive over it either. Does it make me a slut? In one’s opinion. In another’s it’s just us doing what humans do. And boy howdy, no matter what restriction is applied, humans love fucking. Plain and simple.

I love my hubby more and more with every session we have. I get up in the morning after we’ve had our fun and there’s not a moment that doesn’t pass up where we’re not happy. I like to call it my destressing sessions because it really does help with that. Throughout the day, we’ll find each other catching a look at the other and just smile. Or we’ll sit and talk about it and get excited for the next time. If we’ve not had a good session, then we find a way to joke about it or the person and it’s ours. It’s what we share and there’s no better feeling for me. I love it when I go to work the next day and I’m just grinning to myself thinking about what I’ve done and how taboo it would be to talk about it. It’s exhilarating and totally freeing. And I have to say that it’s definitely taught me so much! I’d never thought about most of the things I’ve encountered thus far. It’s been a great learning experience and I really could not nor have wanted to do this without him.

 

New! A Part Two

Posted in Stories with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , on August 13, 2014 by Morbid

Okay, so I lied. This one isn’t new. I wrote this story …a bit ago. I was thinking it needed to be read by those who are interested. And in all fairness, I did post part one. So here we are. Janice Part 2: Meeting with the Mirror People. I haven’t completely decided the path that this story is going to take, which is really fucking sad if you think about it. I wrote the first Janice story when I was 17, well started on it then, and finished it when I was 18. Ugh. I should really figure out what I’m doing with it. Anywho. This is part two and I don’t have a fancy picture for it, but enjoy. 🙂
-Morby

Oh yeah! Hi, by the way. I realize it’s been a while since I’ve done anything with this, but I promise, well crossed fingers promise to start writing a bit more. Not sure who all reads this… But anywho. Enjoy. 🙂

Oh! Disclaimer! I know the grammar and spell check stuff in this one sucks balls. I apologize for that in advance. Part of leaving it alone until figuring things out, is to do just that, leave it alone. XD

Janice Part 2: Meeting with the Mirror People

Janice awoke with a start. The dream she had was fading but all she could remember was a very sexy man and herself? Janice shook her head and smiled to no one in particular. The dream was fading and she was sexually frustrated. She sat up in bed and glanced at the alarm clock. “Shit!” She jumped out of bed and hurried to the bathroom. She could not believe that she fell asleep after her shower. It was so irresponsible of her. She pulled out her usual make-up for work and was about to put it on when she noticed a cut or something on her upper inner thigh. Did she knick herself while shaving? She hadn’t shaved today. A bug bite? Eh, fuck it, she thought. It could be anything. She hurried through the process of putting her make-up on. Janice prided herself on her looks. She never wore any foundation or face powder. Her skin was nicely complected. She had dark blue gray eyes that she lined carefully with jet-black liner. She applied a dark red eye shadow and then mascara. The question however was what should she wear? Janice stood naked looking at her reflection, playing with her dark red hair. She pulled it up in a pile on her head and couldn’t decide. She did have a meeting to go to today, so maybe something professional.
Janice headed out of the bathroom, putting her hair on hold. She threw open her closet door and stared at the many outfits hanging. She wasn’t sure what kind of meeting it was going to be, but it was probably important regardless. Janice settled on wearing her dark blue power suit. Normally she would wear a white blouse under it but today she wanted to skip it. She carefully picked out a bright red bra with the matching thong. She left her jacket buttoned just to the point where you could see her cleavage for her 34 C breasts perfectly. The skirt fit snugly on her ass and hips. It was a short secretary skirt, but it was one of her favorites. She left her legs bare and slipped some black 4-inch heels on. Janice decided on putting her long hair up in a professional bun and headed out the door. It was about a 20-minute drive to work and since it was early, it might take 15 instead depending on traffic.
The meeting was supposed to be about company budget cuts and new suggestions for policy and if there were any complaints. Janice arrived about 5 minutes earlier than she planned. It was okay of course because that meant Damien was all alone in his office. Feeling a little brave, Janice walked down the hall. Her boss, Damien made her hot and bothered almost every day. She knew that she wasn’t imagining things when he stood just that little bit closer to her or sat next to her in meetings. She had lost count how many times they had eye fucked each other, Janice being the instigator of course. She knew what she wanted and she planned to get it. Just as she reached the door, Damian opened it suddenly, making her jump. “Fuck, Damien. You scared me.” She gasped with her hand on her chest.
Damien grinned and held the door for her. “You wanted to see me, I’m assuming.” Normally when a man was condescending, it pissed her off. It didn’t with him though. The things she wanted him to do to her were very condescending. She returned a smile and said, “Yes I did.” She walked by him brushing her hand on his thigh in passing. She felt him stiffen beside her and smiled inwardly. Maybe nailing him was going to be easier than what she first imagined. Janice waited until he closed the door and then sat on the table. Damien walked past her and sat at the head of the table, looking amused as he watched her. “So, what is it you’d like to talk about? I’m guessing that it’s probably not appropriate for the meeting.” Taking a deep breath, Janice leaned forward. It was now or never. “You’re right about that. What I want to talk about has nothing to do with work and would probably offend some people.” Damien smiled and it held the heat that Janice was feeling. “Well please, enlighten me Miss Hudson.”
Janice licked her lips and leaned forward a bit more, showing off her cleavage. She caught him peeking down her shirt and reached out to put her finger under his chin, bringing his eyes to match hers. “Let’s stop playing games Damien,” she began. Her voice was sultry and her eyes darkened with lust. “I want to fuck you. If I had my way I would fuck you where you sit before everyone arrived.” She maneuvered herself to drape her legs off the edge of the table, Damien between them. She waited for an answer, patiently as she could and was rewarded. Damien slipped his hands from her calves up her legs to rest on her thighs. He pulled her forward with a jerk and stood between them. He leaned over her, pinning her to the table. She reached up to grab his collar but he stopped her. He grabbed her wrists and placed them above her head, holding her captive under his body. Janice couldn’t believe this was happening! Damien was inches away from her face before he said anything. “You’re such a slut. You want me to fuck you right here, right now. You don’t care that someone could walk in any minute.” He leaned forward and kissed her hard, sucking on her bottom lip and nipping at it. Janice squirmed under him, kissing back and trying to break her wrists free, struggling. Damien broke the kiss and dragged her up with him. He leaned down and sucked on her earlobe, nipping it. Janice let out a low moan. This was what she wanted, what she craved. He whispered in her ear. “Pull yourself together; there are co-workers outside of the door. We’ll continue this later.” With a bite, he let go of her and straightened up, straightening his jacket. Janice did the same, smoothing down her skirt. She took a seat at the table and was silently satisfied.
When the meeting was over, Janice hurried to her desk, wishing the day would move faster. She sat and did her reports but couldn’t get her mind off Damien. All day it plagued her mind. Every time her phone would beep, she’d hope it would be him asking her, no telling her to come to his office. She stayed wet all day and had a mental high. At lunchtime, she went out, bought herself some lunch, and popped over to the music store to visit a friend. Janice nearly skipped into the store, giddy with the possibility of the end of the day.
Lari was standing at the counter, looking bored as usual, as she flipped through a magazine. It seemed like it was matter of time before they shut down the store, but by some miracle, it stayed open. Janice observed her before she approached. Lari was such a gorgeous girl. Plain by society standards, but she really was such a rare gem. She had long dark brown wavy hair, nice smooth darker skin, and startling green eyes. Her family was Mexican save for her German grandmother. She was wearing a pair of blue jeans that hugged her ass nicely. She had one of those asses that just begged to be grabbed, groped, and spanked. She had smaller boobs than she would have liked, but they were perfect for her petite frame. Even though she was petite, she had curvy hips that led up to a trim tummy. She was wearing a yellow polo shirt and had her long hair pulled back into a ponytail. She was reading a magazine when Janice walked up to her.
“Excuse me miss,” Janice began. “Could you help me locate the Christian Rock section? Lari stood there for a few seconds before she answered her. “Shouldn’t you be at work?”
“Oh I see how it is. I come down to see you on my lunch break and this is the response I get?” Janice couldn’t help but smile at her friend. Lari looked up, returning the smile. “How ya doing, Janice?”
“Oh you know, same ole, same ole.” She grinned wickedly at Lari. “Okay, you can’t grin at me like that and not tell me what’s going on.” She closed the magazine and stepped away from behind the counter. She met her friend in a hug and pulled away. “Well it looks like I finally get nailed by Damien.”
Lari wrinkled her nose. “Could you say it any more crude?”
Janice smiled. “Sure. I’m going to get fucked at the end of work today.” She watched Lari cringe and giggled. She loved teasing her friend. Lari wasn’t a prude, or a virgin, but she was generally more of a good girl than Janice was. She never had casual sex, and had to be in a relationship for more than a month before she did fuck the person. Lari was Janice’s opposite in almost every way.
“So it’s really going to happen?” Lari smiled at her friend. She was happy for her, but at the same time, she had a bad feeling. It almost felt like this wasn’t right.
Janice grinned bigger. “It really is. After what happened this morning, I will be more than surprised if it doesn’t.” Janice glanced up at the clock. “Shit. I’m gonna be late if I don’t hurry.”
“Maybe he’ll punish you if you’re late.” Janice gaped at Lari. “I’m having a bad influence on you.”
The two girls laughed and gave each other a departing hug. “Call me and let me know how everything goes,” Lari called after Janice, grinning. Janice gave her thumbs up and headed back to her car. On her way back to work, she was so happy. She was going to get, what she felt was well deserved.
At about three o’ clock, her computer dinged, alerting her to an email. Janice opened it and had to conceal her excitement. It was from Damien. He was asking her up to his office. Oh happy day! Janice gathered her reports and damn near skipped to the elevator. Once she got inside, she set the reports down and slipped her thong off. She put it in her jacket pocket, took her hair down, and “fluffed” her breasts. She gave herself a once over in the mirrored walls, wondering if she should have reapplied her lipstick. Janice shrugged her shoulders and then picked the reports back up. She was so excited that she could hardly contain herself as she passed by Damien’s secretary. Miss Jenson had sat quietly with something that looked like scorn on her face. Janice wondered what the problem was.
“You can’t see Mr. Lansing right now.” Miss Jenson didn’t look up at Janice as she spoke to her. Her tone was neutral but it held something Janice couldn’t name. “I have permission to see him, Miss Jenson. I just received an email from him about 2 minutes ago.” Miss Jenson looked up at Janice then. “Well I guess if the boss said it was okay then I have no choice but to let you in.” She sighed and hit the buzzer. Janice didn’t say anything as she passed by the desk. Nervously, she opened the door slowly, rehearsing in her head all the things she needed to say. She wondered if Miss Jenson would be able to hear them, or if Damien would have her take a 15-minute break or something. Janice smiled a wicked little smile. It would take them more than 15 minutes to do what needed to be done. Her pussy was wet with more than anticipation.
Janice knocked on the door and waited for a response. She heard Damien say on the other side, “Come in.” and gave a welcoming smile to Damien, who looked startled to see her. This was odd. He did send her an email requesting her presence. It had specifically said that he wanted to talk to her a couple of things. He looked anxious as he leaned back in his chair. Damien laced his fingers behind his head and watched her. Janice felt nervous, wondering if she might have looked too much, into what happened this morning. Did he have a girlfriend, a wife maybe? As she stood there, Janice realized that she hardly knew anything about this man. She had been so focused on fucking him that she didn’t think of anything else. She walked to stand just a few feet in front of his desk. Carefully, keeping her tone neutral, “You wanted to see me?”
Damien leaned forward. “Yes I did. I just wasn’t expecting you to come so soon.” He placed his hands on his desk. Janice stood there for a minute looking at him. There was something off in the room but she couldn’t figure it out. Taking a mental breath, Janice decided then and there the games would stop. Nothing would stop her from at least trying to fuck him. She took those last steps to his desk, and leaned forward, letting her cleavage peek out at him. Damien smiled and licked his lips.
“Do you want it?” She let the innuendo speak for itself.
His eyes flashed in a moment of something she couldn’t recognize. She started to lean further towards him, feeling braver. He started to protest, but stopped. She heard a thump come from underneath the desk followed by a muffled, “Ouch”.
Janice jumped up from the desk like she’d been electrocuted. She glared at Damien. She knew full well what he was up to. She threw the report down on his desk, cutting him off when he began to speak. Her tone had venom in it as she said tight lipped, “Here’s that report you requested sir.” She kept trying not to let the hurt show in her eyes. She wasn’t going to let him see that this was affecting her. “I’m taking off early today,” she said matter-of-factly.
“I’m assuming you finished all that you needed to?” His voice was tight, as if he was straining. He probably was. Who ever was under the desk obviously hadn’t stopped.
“Well, I had a couple things that I needed to do, but nothing of importance.” The last was said angrily and her dark gray blue eyes darkened with the poisonous hate that she was feeling towards him. He clenched his jaw as she turned to walk away from his desk, not bothering to wait for an answer.
“I didn’t give you an answer yet.” He called after her. He sounded pissed, but distracted. How dare he sound pissed.
Janice answered without turning back around. “I wasn’t asking. There’s obviously no reason for me to stay after and work late.” She turned back as she was closing the door in time to see him stand up. She didn’t dare glance down because she would have seen his cock hanging out of his pants, fully erect. She closed the door ignoring what ever he was saying to her. Janice hurried down the hallway, and stepped back into the elevator. When the doors closed she punched the mirrored wall, almost sure that it would shatter under her fist. She looked at her reflection, her eyes still dark and stormy.
“Just who the fuck does he think he is?” She asked her reflection, her arms crossed over her chest. “I stand there and practically throw myself at him and this is what happens? Am I not good enough to be used like that whore in his office?” She swore for a split second that she saw understanding in her reflection, but didn’t think twice about it. If she had looked closer, she would have noticed that her reflection’s eyes were violet with gold flecks. When the doors opened, she didn’t waste anytime at her desk. She signed off her computer and grabbed her things for the day. By the time Janice made it out to her car, it had started raining.
“Fuck!” She yelled across the parking lot, gathering the attention of some employees. Of all the times that she forgot her jacket. She hurried up and got into the car, slamming her door. She sat there for a minute, not trusting herself to drive just yet. Taking a few deep breaths to calm herself down, she closed her eyes and rested her head against the seat. She would just try not to think about what happened and go on to enjoy her weekend. A few more deep breaths and she was ready to go.
By the time Janice made it to her apartment, she was still livid. She was hurt and embarrassed about what happened. Was this how it was going to be? How could she face him at work Monday morning? Every time she tried to brush it from her mind, it pushed harder. She still couldn’t believe it happened and couldn’t believe further that she was still so pissed off about it. Janice decided that a nice hot soak would do her some good and then maybe she would get dressed and go out. She deserved it and it had been such a long time since she had been out “hunting”. It had been even longer since she had been laid. She sighed when she thought about the fuck buddy she had. He had left her as quick as he came to her.
Janice made it up the stairs to her apartment, thinking about nothing but the soak that awaited her. She started stripping as she got into the apartment, unbuttoning her jacket and undoing her skirt. She remembered the panties she stuffed in her pocket and the hate flared again. She threw her clothes off her, staying clad in just her high heels. Without wanting to do anything else, she flung herself on her bed. She stared up at her ceiling, talking to herself.
“Why wasn’t I good enough for him? Why couldn’t I be the office whore? Don’t I deserve to be used too?” She began pinching roughly at her nipples. She pinched and pulled on them until they began to hurt, but it made her all the wetter. She scraped her nails down her sides and tummy, leaving a trail behind. Each stroke, she dug her nails in more, craving the pain that came with it. Janice moaned as she began torturing herself. She didn’t know why she had begun, but now she just wanted to feel the pain.
“Son-of-a-bitch, he doesn’t deserve me. He doesn’t deserve what I could do for him.” She raked her nails across her breasts, leaving more red scratch marks. Her body writhed on the bed. Janice was unaware of it, but she was being observed. “He couldn’t handle it anyway.” Her voice strained with the pleasure she was feeling. “I bet he has to be gentle with that slut under his desk. She couldn’t take a real throat fucking or getting pounded from behind.” She drove her nails deeper into her skin, little beads of red forming at the surface. “She couldn’t get choked or slapped around. She couldn’t handle the real world of rough fucking.”
“Then why did he choose her?” The voice was gruff, almost callused. “Why didn’t he choose you?”
Janice answered without thinking about it. “I don’t fucking know. Maybe he…” She stopped suddenly, looking around the room. “Who said that?”
“I did.” Janice looked from where the voice was coming from. It was coming from her mirror. She had to look twice. She saw her own reflection but then she saw something else. She sat up on her knees, watching her mirror. It seemed to be walking from a long way off, out of the darkness. As he walked closer, Janice could tell more about him. He was just over 6 feet tall with short black hair. He was wearing a pair of blue jeans with no shirt. His muscled chest seemed just as chiseled as his face. His skin was a lighter color, not quite pale. The eyes were violet with gold flecks in them. Janice felt the need to cover herself up and reached for her blanket.
“Leave it.” He stepped closer to her, seeming to be right on the other side of the mirror. Janice stared in disbelief in what she was seeing. “What are you?” Her eyes were full of wonder.
He gave her a lusty grin. “I’m everything that you need right now.”
Janice sat watching as a black cloud seemed to appear around him and the mirror opened up. He entered her room, needing to duck as he left the mirror. The hole closed as he stepped all the way in. He walked over to Janice, staring down at her. His gaze raked over her body, lust heating his eyes. Janice felt herself blush a little.
“I see you’ve been busy.” He ran his finger across one of the scratch marks high up on her breast, causing her to have a quick intake of breath. She could only stare at this creature that had entered her room. “What do you plan on doing?”
The look he gave her told her more than his words could ever say, but his voice took on a deep tone, one used in the bedroom. “I’m going to use you Janice. I’m going to make you feel like the filthy whore that you want to be.” He started to unzip his jeans. “That is what you wanted, right?”
Janice was too turned on to just turn him away. “Yes, that’s exactly what I want right now. I want to feel the pain that can only be reached on certain levels.” Her eyes darkened with a hunger, reminding him of a feline that needs to feed. He grinned wickedly at her and slid his jeans down. His cock sprang to life right before her eyes. He grabbed the back of her head, making her look up at him. “Is that what you want? Do you want to be my little slut?” Janice nodded at him. “Yes sir.”
“Good girl, now show me how well you can suck my cock.” He grabbed a fistful of hair, pulling her head towards his cock. Janice started to open her mouth flicking her tongue out to taste the head. He groaned a little, watching her lick him. She grabbed the shaft with her hand, starting to suck on the head, moving her way down lower, stroking him. She moaned as she took his member into her mouth. It had been so long since she had this feeling.
“Now suck it real nice and I’ll give you a good hard fucking.” He said that last by shoving her head down on his cock, burying it to the hilt, choking her. Janice didn’t gag at all and began to throat fuck him, causing her drool to slip out of her mouth, down her chin and to rest on his balls. The creature groaned louder, holding onto her head, fucking her throat.
“Oh what a good slut!” He pumped faster and harder, and then pulled out. He looked down at her, while she looked up at him. He seemed to snarl at her. “Now, what do you want?” Janice grinned at him. “I want to be fucked.” He grinned back, heat and malice in his eyes. He slapped her across the face, holding her face by her chin. “Excuse me? You want to be fucked, what?” He glowered at her. “I want to be fucked sir.” The creature sneered at her as he pushed her hard against the bed, her eyes staring up at him. He came down on top of her, resting his weight on his arms. His eyes were a mix between lust and something she couldn’t identify. His knee pushed her legs apart. She lay there wet and ready to take him, anxious about being fucked. It had been so long. He bent down and licked her neck, causing her to quiver. He positioned his cock at her opening and pushed. He bit down on her neck hard as he slammed his length into her. Janice screamed out in a mix of surprise and pleasure. He continued to bite her neck as he began to move in and out of her. He moved fast and hard. Janice clung to him, meeting his thrusts with her own.
He grunted as he fucked her. He lifted from biting on her neck and stopped moving. The creature grabbed both of her arms, pulling her to a sitting position, roughly putting them behind her back. He held them with one hand. His grip was bruising. Janice looked up into his eyes. There was a level of heat that she had never seen on anyone’s face before. He used his other hand and put it against her throat, choking her a little. She moaned at how good it felt. She could feel his cock pulse inside her. He looked into her eyes, a cruel smile on his face.
“Tell me what you want.” His voice was gruff.
“Use and abuse my cunt. I want to be degraded.” She stared into his face. “Make me scream.”
The creature pulled his cock out, sat on his knees, and positioned his cock to where just the head was in her pussy. Janice protested. He moved his hand from her throat and raked his nails down the side of her body, bringing her legs up around his waist. He continued his assault with his nails on her upper thigh and trailed back up to her stomach. Small beads of blood formed in a trail. He started to push his cock in slow. A little bit at a time, just to tease. He kept this up for a few more strokes then pulled out to the head again. Janice’s cunt ached for the fucking she was about to get. The creature pulled out all the way then put the tip in. He let go of her arms and pushed her down on the bed. He grabbed her thighs and without any warning, he slammed forward, his balls making a resounding slap. Janice screamed out. He began power fucking her, using her thighs to leverage himself, pulling on them harder, fucking her faster and harder. Janice writhed on the bed, moaning louder, at the point of screaming. She had never been fucked this hard or fast before. It was one of the best fuckings she ever had. Janice was lost on a wave of pleasure. She was at the point of drooling from losing control. The creature grunted as he fucked himself in and out. Each stroke coming out a little bit farther. The look on his face was that of a sadistic torturer, which scared her a little. She was too distracted to give it any heed. He let go of her thighs to place her ankles on his shoulders and his hands on her hips. He pulled her to him, slamming them together, making her shriek louder. She was past the point of pleasure and was drifting in and out of being in euphoria. The creature pulled out again, looking at Janice’s writhing body.
“On your knees slut.” His voice was a little breathless but it didn’t lose the gruffness.
Janice did as she was told and got on her knees. The creature pushed her over on her elbows and grinned. She looked so good from this angle that he had to control himself just a little from ramming into her. He leaned forward and grabbed a handful of hair, his mouth close to her ear.
“Do you want me to fuck you in the ass, slut?” His voice was husky with a hint to cruelness to it.
Janice moaned, “Yes please. Please fuck my ass. Please.”
The creature turned her to face him and slapped her face. “Please what?”
“Please sir.” She looked at him, panting with desire.
The creature slapped her ass and pushed her head back down. Janice waited in anticipation. She felt another slap on the ass. She turned back to look at the creature, watching him lube up his cock. She screamed when she glanced up and saw another creature standing behind the one that had been fucking her. Before she could say anything, the creature standing yelled, “Get down!”
Janice shifted and watched in horror as the two creatures yelled at each other. The one that had been fucking her yelled, “Kered! How dare you spy on me! You know it’s illegal for two to go through!” He snarled at the older looking creature. Janice took in this sight and gaped. The older looking one looked very similar to the one who had been there first. The only difference she could note was that he was clean-shaven and his hair was long. He was wearing a pair of blue jeans and a tight red muscle t-shirt. He held a broad sword that didn’t look like anything out of this world. There were symbols on the blade that glowed gold on the silver blade, as the yelling got louder.
Kered held his stance, holding his sword out in front of him. “And you Nodnarb, how do you explain yourself so easily? You, using the sexual energy for wrongdoing. You know what you could have done to this harmless girl!” Nodnarb charged at Kered, a long sword appearing out of nowhere. The sounds of battle filled the room as Janice sat frightened about what was transpiring in her room. Kered and Nodnarb fought fiercely, with metal hitting metal. It went on until Nodnarb stepped back and tripped on Janice’s bra. It sent him stumbling backwards making him lose grip of his sword. It dropped to the carpet with a thud. Janice stared at the sword noticing that it was black, with red symbols on it. This definitely wasn’t from her world. Kered saw this as his opportunity. He was on top of Nodnarb in a heartbeat, seething hatred. “Brother, you have wronged your people and your crime can not go unpunished. He pressed his blade to his throat. “You wouldn’t kill me. You don’t have it in you.” Nodnarb spat at Kered.
Kered looked up at Janice. “You may want to hide your eyes.” Janice didn’t argue with the creature. She simply pulled the blankets over her head. Kered waited until he was certain she couldn’t see anything. “On your knees brother.” Nodnarb shook his head. “Never for you. You’re the one who’s wrong here.” Kered grabbed his hair and tossed him forward, making Nodnarb stay on his hands and knees. Kered raised his sword and brought it down swiftly. Janice heard the sickening thunk of a head hitting the floor. Nausea over took her briefly.
She jumped when she felt the blanket being removed from her head. Janice kept her eyes shut and almost cried out when she felt a smooth hand touch her cheek. She opened her eyes to see Kered peering down at her. He was tall, maybe a little taller than the first man was, if that’s what you can call him. He had long black hair that shined in the light and sparkling gray eyes. He had a deep husky voice that sent shivers down her spine. “It’s over and not at the same time.” Janice looked up at him confused. “Just what is that supposed to mean?” Kered sat down on the bed next to her. She was surprised to see that the sword he was carrying was gone and it was just the two of them in the room. “What happened? Where’s the body?”
Kered smiled at Janice and spoke calmly. “There is so much that you need to know but I don’t know if I’m the one who should tell you all of it.” He went from smiling to looking sad. Janice scooted a little closer and put her hand to cover his on his lap. “That was your brother, wasn’t it?” He looked up at her and Janice noticed a crystal blue tear sliding down his face. He looked down at the floor. His voice was shaky as he answered her. “Yes it was. But I did what I needed to do. And unfortunately, I have some very bad news for you.”
Janice swallowed hard and nodded at him, not sure what to say. Kered took a deep breath and looked up at her. “You’re not safe here Janice Hudson. There is a war going on from where I’m from and I’m afraid that it’s going to get a lot worse for you.” Janice was stunned. “What do you mean worse for me? I haven’t done anything.” She felt like crying. First, she is turned down from the man that she was so close to having and then she is told that she’s in danger. Life just wasn’t fair right now. Kered brought his hands up to cradle her face, turning so he was facing her. He was speaking low and Janice had to strain to hear him. “Let me enlighten your darkness and bring your doubts to a close.” He closed his eyes and started speaking in a language she couldn’t understand. “Tel lla taht saw nettogrof eb derebmemer. Tel eht ssenkrad eb decarbme ni thgil.” Janice saw images float back to her and she felt enlightened. Suddenly she saw herself with Kered. She saw herself going down on herself? As she listened to Kered’s light chanting she saw more. She felt her body tingle as she saw herself being fucked by him. When he stopped chanting. Janice opened her eyes and gazed at Kered. “It was you.”
Kered smiled and dropped his hands from her face. “Yes Janice, it was me.” He studied her for a minute, gauging her reaction. He watched as the rest of her memories from that day came flooding into her eyes. He ached to touch her, but was going to wait for her to make the first move. She must have sensed his thoughts because she met his gaze fully. “Alright so now what? Do I give you a quick fuck and you leave me again?” She stood up and walked to her mirror. She ran her hands over the sides of it. How did they get through? She walked around to the back of it and felt it, almost expecting to find a door or a hollow spot. Kered watched, knowing what she was going through. He wondered if it was too much and if he should blank her mind again. No, that wouldn’t do. It was his job now to protect her. But could he risk staying here with her? Or should he take her back with him. It wouldn’t be such a horrible thing. If he claimed to be her protector, she would be safe. If he left her here, he was afraid that another of his brothers would seek her out.
Janice turned and stared at him, hands on her hips, forgetting that she was just clad in high heels. Kered stared heatedly at her, noting the curve of her breasts and the slope of her hips. She was one of the hottest females he came into contact with. He really couldn’t help feeling that way either. “So what do you want me to do now?”
“I want you to take your heels off.” The answer threw Janice off, but she complied. She slipped out of them and stood on the floor. “Next I want you to stand in front of me.” Once again, Janice obeyed and went to stand in front of Kered. Her body had already been over heated, but was cooled off by the fighting. With that out of her mind, her cunt came back into play. Janice realized that she hadn’t cum at all and she was suffering from it. Kered reached out with both hands and placed them on her thighs. He carefully slid his hands down Janice’s leg while looking into her eyes. He leaned forward and placed a kiss on her mound. Janice was touched with how tender he was being. Kered ran his hands up over her hips and her stomach. Janice gasped as he passed over the scratches on her body. He reached up and caressed her breasts. Kered began speaking to her, his voice low and husky. “You know, the first time I was here with you, I was doing what you wanted me to.” He pushed Janice back a few steps and stood up. She was shocked to see how tall he really was. Janice was about 5 foot 4 but this creature, this man was at least 6 foot 5. He grabbed Janice by the shoulders and pulled her to him. He caressed her arms and his palms brushed the sides of her breasts. He spoke again, “But this time, I’m going to do what I want.” With the last said, he pushed her down on the bed and scooted her up on it. Janice leaned on her elbows watching him. Kered took his shirt off and joined her on the bed. He lay next to her, looking down at her. “Oh the things I could do to you sweet Janice.”
Janice leaned up so she could be eye to eye with him. “Then do them, Kered.” She took his hand and put it on her hip. “You’ve had me before, why is this time different?” He chuckled a little. “Because this time you’ll remember it and I want it to be good for you.” Janice smiled at him. That was so sweet! But sweet wasn’t exactly what she wanted. She still wanted to be fucked. It should have made her feel a little shameful, but she figured there was no going back now. He had already seen her naked and had been extremely intimate with her. “I want you to do whatever you want to me, Kered. Take me now and make me feel good.”
Kered pushed Janice on her back and crawled on top of her. He used his knee to part her legs and rubbed it against her cunt. The rough material felt good as Janice ground herself against his leg. Kered set about kissing her neck, licking a long trail from her neck to her ear lobe. He sucked and nibbled on it while using a free hand to massage her breast. He played with the nipple, pulling on it and pinching just a little. Janice groaned at the sweet torture. Kered moved his hand from her breast to roam down her stomach. He stopped playing with her ear lobe and started kissing her. Janice made small whimpering sounds as Kered’s fingers played along her slit. He slipped them down and found her clit. Janice bucked her hips as he applied pressure to it, rubbing in a small circle.
“Ahem.” The sound of a throat-clearing coming from across the room startled them both. Kered and Janice looked up to see a rather mature looking man standing in her room. His face wasn’t weathered or wrinkled, but she could tell he was much older. He had long silver white hair that flowed down his muscled chest that was decorated in tattoos. Janice couldn’t identify the symbols but was intrigued by them. She looked at Kered and noticed how displeased he looked. “Rotciv. What brings you to the other side of the mirror?”
Rotciv stepped forward and Janice noticed that not only was he taller than Kered, he was the biggest man she had ever seen. He was wearing black pants and boots. It struck her a little odd that these… people wore clothes like she did. “I come to fetch you young one and bring you and the human home with me.” He spoke the last looking at Janice. He had swirling blue and silver eyes that mesmerized her. She had completely forgotten her appearance. Kered had reached around and handed Janice her bathrobe. “You have the worst timing, Rotciv.” He glanced at Janice. “The absolute worst timing.” Rotciv grinned at Kered. “It’s actually the best timing I’ve had all day. Now hurry. Get the girl dressed as I prepare the mirror.” He turned his back and Janice had to keep from gasping. From the back of his head, to the tips of his hair had the same symbols that were on his chest in black over the silver. It was the coolest thing she had ever seen. Curious, she turned Kered’s head away from her and searched his hair. Sure enough in his raven black hair, there were symbols in reds, purples, and blues that went from the back of his head to the tips of his hair.
Kered turned to smile at her. “Neat, huh?”
“I’ll say.” Janice got up off the bed and ran her fingers through her hair. She reached down to put her bathrobe on. “Shouldn’t I have something else on?” She looked at Kered.
“That’s up to you, Janice. I think Rotciv here just wants a free show.”
Rotciv, who had been doing something to the mirror, reached behind him and gave Kered the bird. Janice stifled a giggle and put her robe on. She sighed and took it off, knowing just what she wanted to wear most. Janice stepped by the two men and walked into her closet. She pulled out a pair of light blue pajama bottoms and slipped a pair of black panties on. Next, she put on a black sport’s bra and slid the pajama bottoms up. Rotciv had stopped what he was doing and stood to watch her. Kered had a curious look on his face and decided to say something. “You have to hurry Janice. We need to go as quickly as possible.”
Janice turned as she slipped on a larger black t-shirt. “Why do I need to hurry for you to leave?”
Rotciv and Kered glanced at each other. It was Rotciv who walked over to Janice and took both of her hands. He looked down at her and said in a tone, one might use with a child, “Sweet sweet girl, it is not safe for you here. And it is not safe for our people to be on the other side of the mirror. This day, three have gone through, three must go back.” His eyes swirled slowly as he looked down at her. “I don’t understand,” Janice started to say. Rotciv smiled at her. “It will all make sense soon. But you must make haste young one. Time is ticking slowly where we’re from, because I said it to be. It won’t last long and I fear the consequences.”
Janice stepped away from Rotciv and looked around. “I have to leave all of this?” She felt the anger flare and turned to face Kered. She glared at him. “This is all you’re fault. If you wouldn’t have come to me, I could still be here. This is where I belong, damn it.” She felt like she was going to cry and that was something she loathed. Kered sat on the bed and tried to look regretful. He started to say something, but was cut off by Rotciv. “If it wasn’t him who came to you, it would have been someone else. You are not alone in this realm, Janice. You’ve been watched for a long time and it was only a matter of time before someone came to you.” His tone changed. “And you’re damn lucky it was Kered here who showed up. Had it been Nodnarb who came first, I fear that you would not be standing here.”
Janice cut him off. “I’m still pissed.” She crossed her arms over her chest and glared at Rotciv. “Who says I have to go anyway? What if I want to stay here? I don‘t necessarily have to live in this apartment.” Rotciv sighed. He was getting tired of her ignorance and time was really running out. “And be miserable? You would be watching your boss fuck his new toy and be absolutely miserable because you weren’t good enough for him.” His voice held a hint of anger. How dare he be angry! Janice was more than pissed now and Kered shook his head, but didn’t say anything. Janice opened her mouth to pop off to Rotciv but he cut her off. “Say whatever you want, you little bitch. But you are going. You are not jeopardizing what we built and that’s that!” He turned and stomped into the mirror. Janice stood there amazed, pissed, and confused all at once. Rotciv was going to hear what she had to say one way or another.
Kered got up off the bed and walked over to her. He bent down, picked her slippers up, and handed them to her. “Are you ready?” He knew that they needed to leave and really didn’t want to get her started on a rant. Janice just nodded. Fear and anger swirled in her eyes, making them turn to a light blue gray. Kered bit back the smile that he felt forming. These two were going to be very entertaining to be around. He took her by the hand as she slipped her slippers on and walked over to the mirror. Janice gave another glance back at her room. “Goodbye roommates, goodbye reality… Goodbye, Damien.” Kered held her close and started chanting, slowly they made it through the mirror and Janice knew that things were going to be a lot different. She also knew that once she saw that bastard Rotciv again, she had a few things to say to him.

Ode to Janice

Posted in Life, Stories with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on February 27, 2014 by Morbid

I feel so bad right now. I feel like I’ve neglected a close friend or family member. I’m calling this blog “Ode to Janice” because last night I read something on line that one of my (currently) favorite authors said. She said that to her, creating her characters is basically this. You create the character, but then that character gets a mind of its own, becomes his or her own person. And it just really resonated with me. It also put in the fact that writers really are a certain kind of insane. My husband worded it best though when he said that writers were like children who never grew out of playing with our toys, bringing them to life, and I tend to agree with him. I can’t recall how many times I did something for a character because they liked it. So, against maybe my better judgement, or whatever you wish to call it, I’m going to reveal Janice. I feel that if she goes the way I want her to, or well not her, but her story, I’ll be doing this again. C’est la vie.

I was 17 when she came to me. And that’s exactly what it was. She came to me. I was sitting at my desk, listening to some music when this vision appeared. I could see her so clearly in my mind, and the thing was I wasn’t thinking about any particular person, or story, but as soon as she popped into my head, I knew her story. I could see her hair was a red, but nothing that natural redheads had, yet it was her natural color. Her eyes a shade of gray, I don’t think I’ve ever seen that weren’t contacts. And it built from there. Soon I was plunking away at my keyboard, seeing her sit in this room I had created. I had this doll to do what I wanted, but it wasn’t like that. Soon I was listening to what she wanted to listen to and creating things for her. It felt completely natural and when I start on a story, it still feels that way. I just feel so damned guilty that I neglected her for so long. The reason? I got scared. I won’t go into a ton of details because that would give so many plot points away, but this was huge. The was perhaps the biggest thing I had started writing. TONS of ideas. Hours of brainstorming and really I didn’t know how to get it all out there. So many things. Too many things. And it just started with a story. Smut. But she wanted me to build more for her. And now last night after reading that post, I realize what I need to do. I need to just write down all of the ideas, even the ones that are total shite and just set them aside. I need to be that friend again, that attentive lover, doting on my character, giving her what she needs. I plan on doing just that. I just hope that it isn’t too late and she still wants to be my friend.

Day Late and …Well a few dollars short

Posted in Stories with tags , , , , , , , , , on November 1, 2013 by Morbid

So I totally did it again! (Not sure why that sounds so flippant, but I do type how I talk. It’s not ditzy sounding out loud. Promise.)

Ahem. Anywho.
So yeah. I had to blow dust off of this and then I spaced writing a Halloween blog. I wasn’t sure what to write about because I don’t feel like this needs to be an update blog. I have decided however that I’m going to be starting or rather trying to start a video blog. It’s not going to be anything like this blog. So I’m not going to ramble on about life happenings and read smut to my viewers. Although I guess that could be kind of erotic. (Wheels are turning now!)
Nope. This blog, the one you’re reading that is, I’m going to post a few stories I wrote for extra credit in my medical terminology class. They’re still very fitting since it’s Samhain. Enjoy. <|=) (That’s a witch, just so you know.)

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I’ve come comio for the corono that beats in his thoraco.
The encephalo in his cranio keeps him witty and fun.
The hemo pumping through his varico.
But mostly I’ve come to crave the glyco his cyano-opthalmos pour into my psychosis.

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Part of his cephalo is missing. He looks ill. Suddenly those dead eyes turn to me. I’m a being of interest. My heart hurts as I watch him walk in his cell. He doesn’t know I’m alive but I know he’s dead. He can smell my sarco. His hunger grows. His eyes are melano. His lips are erythro. Blood drips from his oro. His latero is visible and I can see his entero. The last of the chezieno drips to the ground from the tears in his abdomen. I raise the pistol and pull the trigger. The bullet tears through his rhino and makes his head snap back. His body falls to the floor and I wonder for just a moment what kind of bio he lived before the change.

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“I can’t go in there!” Dave Lucas stepped out of the way, holding his sleeve to his naso. He kept turning several shades of green. I could see the conio flying from where the door stood open. I moved closer and it hit me. Mortem, the osmo was undeniable. Suddenly I didn’t want to look postero the door. But I had an image to keep up.

“Lucas, get in there! I can’t keep covering your back. Sooner or later you’re going to have to discover the dead before I do.”

He just shook his head at me.

“God, you’re such a bleeding colpo.” I shoved him towards the door. “Now get in there!”
Lucas reluctantly moved forward. I could tell from his body language he was going to emeso.

“You lose your gastro here and I’ll never take you out again.”

He turned to glare at me, to say something, but he never had the chance. Something flew at him, fast and hard. I heard it hit his trachea and then he was down, gasping for ox. I watched in fascination as him and this thing tumbled around on the ground. The sounds resembled dogs fighting over a piece of meat. And that’s when I realized it. Not one, but two zombies were attacking Dave. I reached for my gun, knowing I didn’t have a clear shot, but I had to take the chance.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, opened them and fired. The things stopped twitching. Chole rose in my pharyngo, and I felt it my turn to lose my stomach. There was only one zombie, but it had two heads; Siamese twins.

“Jesus.” I knelt down in front of the mass of bodies. One head was still alive, the mouth snapping at me. Its teeth are rotting, the color a shade of xantho. I could just shoot it, but this is something that needs to be studied. My attention is drawn to Dave. He’s been bit, but he’s still alive. I pull out my phone and make a call to headquarters. I inform them that my agent is bit and I have a 4231, an anomalo that needs to be picked up. A voice in my auro informs me that they are already out and can’t be reached. Fantastic. That’s just the news that I wanted.

Dave starts to moan and I hang up the phone, after snapping orders to the receptionist.

“Am I dying?” He puts his hand to his face and starts whimpering. “I’ve been bit! Oh god, I’m going to change! Kill me! Please! I don’t want to be one of them!”

I roll my eyes and try not to lose my temper. “You’ve seen too many movies. You’re not going to change.” I sit down next to him and kick the zombie away, amazed that it can’t get up since its twin is dead.

He calms down some. “What do you mean I’m not going to change?  Isn’t that how it works?”

I take a deep breath and begin to explain. “The truth is we still don’t know what causes this patho. We originally thought it was a septico, but then it evolved into something worse.” I pause and look at him. “Wait. Why am I explaining this to you? Weren’t you a part of training?”

The lack of gnoso flashes in his eyes. “There was training?”

I bite the inside of my bucco, preventing the nasty things I could say. Instead I ask, “How’s your brachio?”

“It hurts, but I’m okay. Can I sit up?”

“Sure.”

Am thinking…

Posted in Life with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on August 14, 2013 by Morbid

I couldn’t figure out what to write about for a bit and I started a new job. I realize I had a few free days, but really I didn’t know what to write about. I didn’t really feel like writing now. But here we go. I’m a cashier out at the airport. I make a decent amount, not nearly what I want to be making, but it’s money. My hours aren’t all that consistent, but I like it out there. Currently I’m looking at consistent hours for at least 3 months. That can change in a few days or sooner or later.
But that’s boring.

So I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately. I’ve come to the conclusion that if life is taking steps forward and backward, then I’m line dancing. Which I’m kind of okay with, because at least I’m still moving. Right now I’m up late because I can and I want to be. And I’m thinking. Some of the things I’ve got going through the brain I’m not so happy with, and others meh. But some. Wow. Some. It’s deep, man. Like ocean… well maybe not ocean deep, because thinking about that scares me, but it’s deep.

The hubby and I fell in love with a city and really want to move there. We can see ourselves being uber happy there with our kitties. God, I miss those furry little buggers. So much. I keep thinking about how us being away from them is so hard. I miss my kitty cuddles at night and getting woke up in the morning because of them doing something. But now, back home, there’s a stranger sleeping in our bed, using our stuff, and stealing my cuddles. My fuzzy children. I don’t care what anyone has to say, negatively of course, about that. I love them like I would love non-fuzzy children. Or rather, my non-fuzzy children.

I haven’t exactly been writing lately. Too much brain power is being used on other things. …Well that’s not true. I have written a few things. I even completed a short story that I want to make into an audio story.  I’ve been kind of working on a few other stories. I’m really looking forward to one story that I’m writing because it’s my first menage-a-trios. Woot! lol …Anywho. So yeah, I’ve been writing these on my way to and from work. Did I mention that I love riding the bus? It’s seriously a high light in my day.

Also. On a personal-ish note. I’ve been losing weight. The hubby and I have been walking lots. We hop on the bus, not literally mind you, and go places. …That sounds like I’ve not only stated the obvious, but I’ve smacked my readers in the face with a pop-up book.
Maybe I’ll post a blog talking about our adventures later on. …But now that I’ve said it, it’ll never happen. So let’s just say we’ve found some amazing places and enjoy visiting them. Also, I have to post the pictures of me being “slutty”. ….I have to have these boots. Just sayin’.

Oh. Back to the writing thing. I’ve got a few stories that I’m really anxious to work on because they’re collaborations. I’ve discovered that I really like writing with someone. More on that later. I’ll probably even post the stories on here eventually. It works because one of my partners in crime has a blog here too! I’d pimp it out, but I have to ask first. And I’m not going to do it now because I know he’s in bed and won’t be on.

Hmm… What else?

Ah yes. I’ve been thinking about whoring myself out so I can buy a bed. The hubby and I literally sleep on a pile of blankets, on the floor. Talk about comfy. Not! We have our pillows and a blanket to cover up with. How’s that for scrubbin’ it? I long for a bed. And I’m not really kidding about the whoring myself out bit. I don’t think I’d do it physically, although being used for the purpose of it would be interesting. Of course I’d make sure it was being recorded so I don’t get popped for prostitution. It helps that I want to be a porn star and I could maybe use those videos to start a website. …I’m putting way too much thought into this right now, haha.

But seriously, I long for a bed. I work full time and the only cushiony things I have to look forward to is the seat on the bus going to and from work. I don’t even have a comfy, cushy place to sit on here at home. Le’sigh. Although if this next pay check is spectacularly over 200, then I’m going to investigate in changing that. Even if I have to buy a fuckin’ mattress from walmart.com, then I will. I will be comfy, damn it!

…Rant over.

So work. Well work is pretty great. I love being a cashier. This is slowly becoming my favorite job. I’m so grateful to be employed right now. I just wish I could fit the school thing in too. But that’ll come, it has to. I don’t want to owe the government over 70 grand.

And I think that about covers it. Sort of. …

I know I say it lots, but I’ll write more later. Or I’ll remember to write more, will not do it, then feel guilty for doing so. Whatever comes first.

Sundry

Posted in Life with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on June 13, 2013 by Morbid

I’ve picked today’s blog title because it is going to be many things. Firstly, I’d like to start out with a history lesson.

sunhawk

This book was the first Romance novel I ever read. I did so when I was 13. It’s a bit of a funny story. I was in my room cleaning, as was asked of me and I wanted to organize my closet. Little did I realize that my mom had been keeping her romance novels in there in a box. When I found said box, I wondered how many times I had seen her go into my room and come out. I always thought she was just snooping to make sure my room was clean. Obviously I was wrong there. …Anywho.  So when I found this box, I had to open it. And oh my. So many books! I felt so naughty! It was wrong to read these! I wasn’t old enough! …So I did what any good little girl of 13 would do. I pushed as much of my stuff as I could against my bedroom door, sat against the pile and pulled out the books, being careful of placement. I went through several. And of course, I knew from experience that there were “bad” things in the books. My mom coveted them. I wish I could start this with this book being the first that I picked up, but that’s not true. Although this book was on the top layer. I picked it up, opened the cover, read what the excerpt was and decided that I’d try this one. It sounded hot, and without getting creepy, I was turned on by it.
So I spent a week with this ritual. I would pile my door, sit against it, blare music from my stereo and read. By the time I was finished with the book, I wanted more. And I so I found another book. And another. And another. I think within the span of a month or so I read 7 or 8 Cassie Edwards novels.
Skip a few months. I don’t know how or remember how it happened, but my mom found out. She wasn’t mad which I was worried she would be. Instead, she bought me Harlequin romance and even gave me a box of romance novels that a friend gave to her. One of my favorite things to read at that point were these little Harlequin Romance magazine books with multiple stories in them. I devoured those. Now I remember! My grandma was moving out of her house into ours and I found her stash of those little magazines and sat in the living room and read them while they were in the garage. I didn’t hear my mom come in the house because I was so engrossed with the story I was reading. When she saw what I was reading, I can only guess what was going through her mind. She didn’t say anything, except to tell me there were more and asked if I wanted them.
Fast forward to a few years from then and I have quite an impressive collection of books on my shelf. My mom even gave me a few of her Cassie Edwards. During this time I had toyed with the idea of writing. At this point I had already been writing poems and the little stories kids write when they’re younger. Surprisingly enough, I had started working on a vampire story. I think this stemmed from reading Interview With A Vampire, The Vampire Lestat and starting on Queen of the Damned. I couldn’t help but want to take my story in a sexual direction. I tried and kind of failed. I still have that story, unfinished and just kind of shake my head at it.
At that point I forged ahead and wrote my first smut story. And then my second one. And then a third. Hey, I thought, this is pretty easy! I found the words came to me easily and though I knew I was technically too young, I started scoping out websites that I could post them on. I never did, but I thought about it.

…Okay, so I went through my blogs and yes I did post something like this, but this goes into more detail. Now in that blog it says the first story I ever wrote was The Storm. I don’t remember. It was too long ago, but I know my first two stories. I had even written an erotic poem. But here for your enjoyment is the first “crude” erotic poem I wrote when I was 17. If I ever find the first erotic/romantic one I’ll post that.

No scratch that. I lied. This won’t be the first or second, but definitely in the top five. lol
Enjoy.

Candied Cunts

Candied cunts and perfect dreams.
Transmission death,
and whipped through schemes.
Stop!
Can’t you see it?
Those chocolate filled creams.
Delicious on flesh,
licked from the skin.
Sheer clothes…
Sheets thin…
Devilish disaster,
a yummy sin!
…The blood…
it drips from my lips…
You lay back on the bed…
In your eyes a euphoric
glaze.
…Hot…
…Needy…
Sweaty skin, molded
together as one…
Slut!
They scream at you as
you leave his house.
Smut!
They burn down the house, but
he’s not there.
Grinning,
You walk away,
ignoring their chants,
licking your lips,
unzipping your
pants…
Rounding the corner to
his secret place.
His sexuality greets you.
engulfs you…
Smothers you to his
bed…
He hovers above you.
“Bite the pillow.”
Deeply…
Nestled inside…
He’s in your head…

Signs

Posted in Life with tags , , , , , , , on June 5, 2013 by Morbid

Sign, sign, everywhere a sign… Ahem. Anyway.

I’ve been writing more lately, which is awesome I have to say. As I’ve been dabbling a little bit more I have noticed that my stories are getting longer. Now, I don’t remember if I’ve talked about it before, but I would like to start writing books. I have a few ideas that I’ve been working on for a few years. I figure the transition from short stories to books will end up being easier on me. But enough of that. More details will come later as I have more going for the stories.

Last night I was hit with a couple signs. The first was due to an email from a friend and the second I found on my own. It’s actually very scary for me, but I’m going to try getting a couple things published. I’m nervous about it, but excited at the same time. I really feel that this is the right thing to do. The feeling I have… It just feels good. The timing especially just feels right. Now, I’m not an expert writer so I know that there will be some rejections, but I will grow from them. I haven’t decided what I want to work on and submit just yet. I have so many stories that I have started to choose from, or I could write something fresh.

I’ve spent a good chunk of today browsing sites and seeing which ones take submissions. So far I think I have found six. …Really I don’t know what else to say without repeating myself. I’m nervous and excited at the same time. I guess the one thing I can say for sure is that I will have an awesome support group with my hubby being my number one supporter. 🙂

Janice – Meeting With Herself

Posted in Stories with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , on June 3, 2013 by Morbid

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Janice awoke with a start. She sat up in bed, still groggy. She laid back down and groaned, sinking into her pillow. She was soaked and once again had no one to take care of it for her. She felt like crying out, but she knew that would just bring her roommates running. She had that dream about him again. They seemed to be happening more frequent recently. She shifted in bed and rolled over, her eyes meeting her reflection. She began talking to it. “You waste all that time at your job teasing him and you never take that one chance. What kind of woman are you supposed to be anyway?” Janice could have sworn she saw understanding in her reflection’s eyes, but blew it off. She had a meeting to attend in a few hours anyway.
She rolled out of bed, getting to her feet and stretching. Her long shapely body stretched up as she yawned. Her short nighty raised up some, showing off her flat stomach. Her nipples poked through the thin material. They were so hard they hurt. Janice would give anything to have someone here to help her. She’d give anything to have.. “Damien.” The name slipped off her lips in a sigh. She walked into the bathroom and turned on the light. She turned on the shower and unclothed herself. She slipped into the hot water. She washed her hair, making sure to get all the soap out it, then tended to washing her body. Rubbing the wash cloth over her nipples just made it worse. She had to have some relief if she was going to be sane for the rest of the day. She rubbed the cloth over her pussy, which just made it more wet. She groaned at how good it felt. She rinsed the soap off and set the cloth on the rack. Janice began to rub and pinch her nipples. It hurt and felt good at the same time. She kept one hand working on her nipples and slid the other one down her body. She felt her clit and began to rub it slowly. She moaned softly and kept rubbing it, pinching it gently. Her hand began to pick up speed within a few minutes. She was making herself so hot. Janice looked around the shower for something to play with. She remembered her vibrator was in her room. “Shit.” She turned off the shower and semi-toweled off.
Janice entered her room and went straight to her bed, reaching into the drawer on the nightstand, grabbing her vibrator. She laid down and starting rubbing her clit more furiously. She placed the vibrator at the entrance of her pussy and pushed. She was so wet that she didn’t need the lube she normally needed. Janice moaned as she began to move the vibrator in and out slowly. “Ohh…” Janice closed her eyes and imagined that it was a cock moving in and out of her. “Yeah a vibrating one.” She giggled to herself. Janice started to move the vibrator faster. She breathed harder and faster as she worked her hand. “Oh yes.” She breathed. “That’s the spot..” Janice closed her eyes again and fucked herself harder. Now if only she could be able to put her mini vibrator in her ass…
Janice pinched at her clit, clawed at her nipples and moaned louder. She was getting close to cumming but knew it wouldn’t be as satisfying. She fucked her cunt harder and faster, wanting to cum so bad. She moved her hips wanting it so bad. She finally came with a cry that said that it was fun but not satisfying enough. Janice lay there with her eyes closed, covered by her arm. She heard a small noise but thought nothing of it. “Why is it never satisfying enough?” She whispered. “Maybe you need help.” “Yeah maybe.” Janice sat up with a start. “Who said that?” “Why I did.” She looked around her room. She looked at the mirror. Her reflection, or so she thought, was sitting a different way. Janice rubbed her eyes like she was seeing something. It sounded like her, but she wasn’t sure. “Did you say something?” Her reflection looked up at her. “Mmhmm. I did.” Janice sighed. “Ok, now I know I’m losing it.” Her reflection smiled at her. “No Janice, you’re not.” She got up off the bed and started to walk towards her. Janice sat stunned watching.
The image of herself came out of the mirror and walked up to her. Janice looked up at her reflection. Somehow, she seemed different. She smiled at her. “Aren’t you going to say anything?” Janice looked up into her own face, but yet it wasn’t hers. She had the same hair, the same smile, and her eyes… There was something about her eyes that made her seem completely unreal. She reached down and brushed a lock away from Janice’s face. “I know what you need Janice. I can help you.. If you’ll let me?” Janice sat stunned. “What… What are you?” Her reflection smiled again. “I’m you Janice. I’m your every wish, you’re every need, anything and everything you are is what I am.” “What do I call you.” She leaned down and whispered in her ear, “You don’t have to call me anything.” Janice looked into her eyes. Her reflection leaned close, her lips a breath away from Janice‘s. “Anything…” She pushed forward and kissed her gently. Janice’s eyes closed as she kissed this woman back. Her lips felt the same as they moved against hers. The woman laced her finger’s through Janice’s and she laid her back. She kissed her lips, her neck, moving just the way Janice did.
She traveled lower, nipping at her breasts. She swirled her tongue around Janice’s nipple, biting it gently. Janice moaned as this… her reflection began to pleasure her. She moved from one nipple to the other, repeating the motions. She slid her hands down Janice’s body, raking her nails across her skin. Janice shuddered, then moaned when her fingers found her clit. It was already throbbing. The woman traveled lower still. Janice watched as she left her nipples to trail kisses and bites down her body. She groaned out loud when her lips found Janice’s pussy. She sucked and licked at her clit, tugging it gently with her teeth, causing Janice to gasp and squirm on the bed. She couldn’t help but watch this woman who was her reflection. She looked at Janice, and what she saw was frightening. She had fangs and her eyes were a deep amethyst. She bit Janice’s inner thigh, and started to suck on it. She could feel a little bit of pain but mostly pleasure. Janice threw her head back and moaned. The woman started to eat Janice out hard. She sucked on her clit and bit it. She flicked her tongue over it repeatedly. Janice started to shake. No one had ever eaten her pussy this good. “Oh God.” The creature lifted her head and smiled. She had blood dripping from her lips. Janice moaned at the sight of it. The creature crawled up her body and kissed Janice hard. Her head spun from the kiss. She leaned over and asked her. “Do you want more? I can be so much more than this.” Janice gulped hard. “What are you?” The creature smiled wickedly. “I’m anything and everything you want. I can be whatever you need me to be. And right now I think I know what you need.”
The creature stood up, standing at the foot of the bed. She began to change. Her breasts shrunk until they were the size of a man’s, and her pussy transformed into a thick and beautiful cock. It was about eight inches long and two and half inches wide. Janice felt like she could drool over a cock that beautiful. The creature’s facial features changed as well. The hair grew longer and blacker. The eyes became the color of a sparkling gray. Janice gasped as she realized that she had seen this face before. The more she thought about it, the more it came to her. The body transformed as she thought. It became muscular and taller. It was like she was watching a science fiction film. She grinned as she heard the creature speak. He had a deep husky voice that sent chills down her spine.
“What do you want to do to me?” Janice stared at him with a hunger that she wasn’t sure of where it came from. The creature smiled at her. Janice got up and stood before him. She was only inches away from him. “I want to suck your cock.” The creature smiled at her. “Then please, do as you will to me.” Janice reached out and grabbed his hands. They felt warm, not cold like she expected. As if he could read her thoughts, he smiled. She pulled him to her then pushed him back on the bed. She knelt down in front of him and thought about this “thing” that had come to her. She nipped at his legs, starting with his muscular thighs. She reached his sac and gently flicked her tongue over it. He groaned some. She swirled her tongue around on it, massaging it as she did so. He lay there as she pleasured him. It had been so long since she had the touch of another person.
Janice began to stroke his cock as she sucked on his balls. She squeezed at the base and worked her way up. He moaned and ran his fingers through her hair, tugging her head up. He knew that he was supposed to let her have what she wanted but he had to feel her mouth on his cock. Janice lifted her head and licked his cock slowly, running her tongue up and down the length of him. She swirled her tongue around the head and placed her lips on the tip. Slowly she opened her mouth and took him inside. She sucked gently while stroking the length of him. He moaned low, pushing gently on the back of her head. Janice slipped her head down slowly, sucking harder as she went. She took all of him in her mouth and began to move slowly. He moved his hips up and down in time with her mouth fucking. She slid her tongue back and forth across his shaft, sucking harder on it. “Yeah that’s it, suck my cock.” He breathed while pulling on her hair.
Janice moaned again, feeling her pussy juice drip down her thigh. He smiled as he heard the slithering of her wetness. He moaned again as she sucked harder. “Janice, come to me. I must taste you.” Janice stood up and positioned herself so they were in a sixty-nine position. He pulled her over him, licking her inner thigh and then pulled down roughly. She went back to sucking his cock. She swirled her tongue around the head. He seemed to like that with the way he breathed in. He sucked on her clit as she worked her tongue on his cock. She moved her tongue in a “come hither” movement, all up and down his cock. He pulled her hair roughly, taking her mouth away from him. Janice looked back at him. His eyes had darkened to a silver that shone deeply. “What’s the matter? Did I do something wrong?” He smiled at her. “No Janice, you did nothing wrong.” He sat up, moving her with him. He caressed her breasts from behind and bit at her earlobe. She shuddered and tilted her head for him. He licked her ear and whispered. “I want you to ride me Janice. I want you to ride me hard and fast.” He bit her earlobe. Janice nearly cried out from the pleasure.
He laid back and she turned around, straddling him, sitting just inches above his throbbing fuck tool. She lowered herself down on it, holding onto the base, squeezing gently. They both gasped as the head popped in and moaned in unison as she slid down on it. She settled into place and began to ride him slow, getting used to the feel of his huge cock in her. Janice rode him in a slow steady rhythm. He had his head back on the pillow, eyes closed. He looked like he was in a deep concentration. Janice leaned down over him and whispered in his ear. “Tell me what you want.” His eyes opened and locked with hers. He grinned wickedly and pulled her down to him. Just inches away from her lips he said, “I want you to fuck me.. Hard.” She grinded down on him, her cunt juices slipping out and dripping down his sac. He groaned and placed his hands on her hips, holding her as she fucked him harder and harder. She tossed her head back, moaning. It felt so good, and it had been such a long time since she had an actual cock in her.
Janice bucked her hips harder and faster as she felt herself getting closer. She knew she was going to cum and didn’t want to stop it. The creature reached up and clasped his hands around her neck, choking her slightly. She gasped and fucked him harder. Her hands on both sides of his head. Her fingers gripped the pillows and her thighs clamped to the sides of his chest. He bucked his cock in her, so they were fucking harder and harder together. This was about all she was going to be able to take. She clenched her teeth and rocked harder on him. Her body moving faster, her neck still in his grasp. Through clenched teeth, he growled, “Cum on my cock.” Janice moaned again, “Ohhhh.. I’m gonna cum on your hard cock!” And that she did too. She came hard, with one final jerk. She pulled on his hair and bit his neck. He released her neck. “That.. Was.. So.. Good..” She said with a smile. “I’m glad you enjoyed that, but I’m not done with you yet.”
Before she knew what he was going to do, he flipped her over on her back and crawled on top of her. He positioned his cock and with one thrust rammed himself in, balls deep. Janice’s eyes widened and she nearly screamed out. Not from the pain, but from how good it felt. He began to fuck her harder than what they had been doing. He threw her long legs over his shoulders and pressed all of his weight down on her. He grabbed her hands and pinned them above her head, making her go crazy. He held onto her wrists with both hands as he fucked her. He let go with one hand to assault her nipples. They were so hard. He leaned down and took one in his mouth, swirling his tongue around it. She arched her back, and moved her hips up to meet his pounding thrusts. She whimpered as he bit her nipples. He fucked her harder and faster, growling in her ear. “I want you to cum for me! I want to feel it gush around my cock.” Janice whimpered and raked her nails across his back. She could feel some flesh beneath her fingernails. He didn’t seem to mind. He just fucked her harder. She cried out and bit his neck, as she came. Her body tensed up as she released a flood of cum all over his still rigid cock.
He slipped his hand down her body and pinched her clit, making her to squirm on the bed. He released her wrists and sat up, sliding out of her sopping pussy. He grinned down at her. “Get on your knees.” She looked confused for a second. He got up and kneeled down on the floor. He pulled out a box black box and opened it. Inside were various toys and lubes. He pulled one out and set it where she couldn’t see it. He got back up on the bed and sat behind her. He leaned forward and started nibbling on her ass. She sighed and relaxed, some, letting her head hang. He massaged it with both hands, then gave it a good hard “SMACK”. Janice moaned and looked back at him. He had a devilish look in his eye. She saw him lean forward his teeth nipping at her ass. She shuddered as she felt his finger massaging the hole. She nearly leaped off the bed when he spread her cheeks and let his tongue go to work. No one had ever licked her ass before. It was heaven. He stopped and pulled out a small vibrator, he put some lube on it and slowly slid it into her ass, her whimpering making him want to take it out and just take it right there, but he refrained.
He took out the vibrator and replaced it with a finger, lubing up her hole nice and good. She moaned when he slipped two fingers in, fucking her ass with them slowly. “Ohh that feels sooo goooood.” Janice moaned, while looking back at him. He lubed up another finger and stuck it in her ass. His cock on fire and the anticipation growing. He fucked his fingers in and out, her muscles relaxing and her hole being stretched to accommodate his girth. “Let me know when you want it.” He leaned forward, nipping her shoulder and scraping his teeth down her side. She sucked in her breath, feeling his finger working in her ass and his breath on her back. She was about to tell him to let her have it when his hand snaked up under her and began to rub her clit. He pinched at it, making her squirm a little. “Now. Fuck it now.”
He obliged by sliding his fingers out and then lubed up his cock. He spread her ass cheeks with one hand and guided his cock in with the other. He slid the head of his cock in, feeling her muscles squeezing as he pushed in. She moaned with each inch he pushed in. “More.” She turned back and looked at him lust in both of their eyes. He thrust in one last time, slamming  the last four inches in. “Oh fuck!” She cried. Janice shook a minute, almost cumming at the sheer intensity of it. She had never had a cock that big in her ass before. She loved it though. She pushed back against him and wriggled a little bit.
He groaned and grabbed her hips, relishing in the feel of his cock buried deep in her ass. He started to pump, feeling her ass suck on his cock as he plunged into her time and time again. She pushed back on his cock, moaning and whimpering for him to fuck her faster and harder. He obliged of course and Janice cried out, feeling her ass being stretched was the greatest feeling but to have it fucked by this beautiful creature was even better. She bit her bottom lip as he pummeled her ass. “Harder.” The creature smiled to himself. He had really gotten lucky with this one. He pulled out to the tip and then slammed back in, causing Janice to scream. It wasn’t out of pain though. She knew that if he kept that up she would cum again. He moaned loudly as he felt his cock twitch. “Ohhhh fuck!” Janice bit back a moan and looked back at him. She couldn’t help but moan when she saw him. His eyes were closed and his body was coated in a film of sweat. His muscles glistened from it and she could see his thigh muscles working as he fucked her.
He opened his eyes and smiled at her. She smiled back at him. “Talk dirty to me.” He looked at her for a moment then grinned. He was definitely lucky to get this one. “Alright..” He fucked her and then stopped. She cried out in disappointment and looked back at him. “What are you doing?” He returned the stare. “Tell me what you want.” Janice realized what he was doing and played along. “I want you to fuck me in the ass.” He sneered, pulling his cock out some. “Oh you do, do you?” He pulled it out another couple inches. “Yes I do. I want you to fuck me hard.” He pulled out another inch, staring at her, almost wanting to protest himself. “Fuck my ass. Fuck it hard.” She watched as another inch slipped out. She looked at him with pleading eyes as more of his cock started to appear. “Give it to me. Fuck my ass like the slut I am.” He grabbed her hips and leaned over her. “Bite the pillow you filthy slut.” She did as she was told, sliding a pillow towards her and putting her mouth around it. He stroked her head.
“Now bite it!” He yelled as he grabbed her hips and slammed into her as hard as he could, pulling her back just as hard. She bit into the pillow, it barely concealed the scream that she let out. He leaned over her again and said into her ear, “Now rub your clit.” She did as she was told, groaning when her fingers found the little nub. She rubbed at it and as she did she felt something pushing into her fuck hole. She looked down and realized that he had grabbed one of her vibrators and was going to stick it into her. “I want you to fuck yourself with this while I fuck your tight little ass.” Janice obeyed reaching down and stuffing the plastic fuck toy into her cunt. She began to fuck herself with it, slowly at first, the vibrations making her shudder. He fucked her ass hard and fast, sometimes altering speeds, sometimes pulling out some of the way and fucking her with just the tip. She moaned and writhed on the bed. He had to slow down sometimes to keep himself from cumming too soon. Just because he was a creature, he was still just as sensitive as a human was unless she willed him to be more long lasting. But this fucking was all about her.
She felt him lean up over her, “Do you feel full my little slut?” Janice moaned and looked back at him, gazing deep into his amethyst eyes. “Ohh yess, soo full.” He slid his hand down around her tummy, raking his nails across the sensitive flesh causing her to gasp. He could feel her hand pumping the toy in and out of her pussy. He covered her hand with his own and removed it taking over pumping the toy in and out. He rammed it into her cunt a few times causing her to squeal. He whispered into her ear, “When I tell you, I want you to cum for me. I want to see the juices dripping off of your cunt.” Janice bit her bottom lip and looked back at him. The creature powered his cock and the toy in unison, sending Janice spiraling down into a world of pleasure. She pushed back against his thrusts, feeling herself getting closer and closer, trying to hold it back for him.
The creature’s breath was on her neck and she was lifted against his powerful body. “Now Janice! Cum now!” Janice screamed out as wave after wave of pleasure ripped through her. She cried out and writhed against the creature’s body. Her pussy began to spasm and her ass twitched. This was the most pleasure she had ever had and it was taking hold of her so fast. The creature cried out harshly, “Where do you want my cum?” Janice knew what would happen if he came in her ass. She would lose this feeling and she could probably benefit from another mind blowing orgasm but had another idea. “My mouth, I want to taste it. ” She told at him.
He pulled his cock out of her turned her around, stroking it hard and fast. He groaned when she flicked her tongue out over the tip, gathering the precum. She opened her mouth just as the creature let out a harsh cry and spilled his cum into her awaiting mouth. Janice lapped it up gladly and swallowed all of it. The creature looked down at her and grinned, his body shaking from his own orgasm. “Do you feel better now?” He stroked her cheek and she smiled at him. “Yes much better, thank you.” She laid down and stretched looking up at him. “So is this a one time thing?” She asked him, “Or do I get to feel this kind of pleasure when I get lonely again?” The creature leaned down and lay next to her. “You won’t remember any of this after I’m gone. It’s forbidden that we let people remember the pleasure.” Janice looked at him a little bit of hurt shone in her eyes. “I don’t understand.” The creature touched her shoulder gently. “If you were to remember what kind of pleasure you received then you would want it all the time, and not being able to get it would drive you crazy. None of your lovers would compare and you’d be frustrated all the time.” Janice nodded looking into his eyes. She noted that he was beginning to change again. She started to see her own face staring back at her. Janice leaned forward and placed a kiss on her lips, running her hand back over her body, and closed her eyes, drifting into a nice and peaceful slumber. Her reflection smiled and got up off the bed, He put the toys away, and with a few thoughts, put Janice back as she was before. Her pussy and ass became the same size, as if a large cock hadn’t entered her at all. She would just have the little mark on her thigh and this would all seem like a dream to her. The creature stepped back into the mirror, casting one last glance back at Janice, smiling at her.

30!

Posted in Uncategorized on May 30, 2013 by Morbid

Today is a good day for a blog, I feel, or even a flog. Being flogged sounds fun right now. So I woke up in an odd mood. My brain has been very horny, and sadly my body has not followed as much as I want it to. I love sex. Sex is great. Having orgasms is in my top five favorite activities! But alas, my libido is on vacation. I like to think it is on a beach enjoying drinks, laying on a hammock, soaking up the sun and oggling the towel boys… or girls for that matter.

Sex dreams have been occupying my sleeping life. I’m okay with it, I just wish I could act on said urges while I am conscious. But on a happy note; I got a job! Now in all fairness, I’m not completely stoked by it. There are pros and cons to it. One of my main ones is money of course. And with money, I shall be able to save up for a car, then a place to live, and then the most important thing. I get to go rescue my babies (who are my kitties) from Utah and bring them home with me! And oh so sad am I. I miss them so much. I’m trying to stay positive about things right now. Moving back to Colorado was a rash move, but it really needed to be done. As it stands, this is a huge first step. HUGE. FIRST. STEP. It’s going to be scary, and hard, but it’ll be worth it. At least that’s what I keep telling myself. lol

A Most Unusual Punishment: Introduction

Posted in Stories, Uncategorized on May 28, 2013 by Morbid

Eagle Valley had the most misbehaved students in her school. It had been said in her teacher reviews that there was no controlling them. They had been threatened to the point of expulsion and nothing had worked. Measures had to be taken. The teachers were losing patience and yet, gaining a learning experience. They had gotten together recently and decided that something must be done. Never once in their teaching careers had they come across students as unruly. Something was going to be done. They had pitched their money together and invited the meanest Headmaster in England to their school, more than sure that he could tame the students.

David Byron sat at his desk reading over the reviews of Eagle Valley. He smiled cruely and set the papers aside. He was never one to turn down a challenge and this was definitely a task he wouldn’t pass up. He would be taking over the school as a principal, in the American term. He rolled the word around on his tongue, principal. It suited him well. He would use the word as a title, but he would still be Headmaster Byron.

Picking up the phone to his office assistant, he began giving out instructions, “Daphne, I’m going to need you to run a few errands for me. It appears that I’m going to America.”

Daphne laughed, “Very good sir! I’m glad you decided to take this job. We will miss you here though.”

David sat quietly. “Were you going through my mail again, Daphne?” His tone was calm yet unpleasant. He could see Daphne sitting in her chair, now stiff with fear of getting caught. “Answer me, Daphne. Did you or did you not go through my mail again?”

Daphne swallowed loud enough for David to hear it over the phone before meekly saying, “Yes, sir.”

David said quietly into the phone, “Come here, Daphne. And bring the stapler.” He hung up the phone and sat calmly at his desk.

Daphne, a girl of twenty-two skulked into the room. She had mousey brown hair that fell to her shoulders which she kept held back from her face with a headband. Her chocolate brown eyes were wide with fear and anticipation. David watched as her pink tongue nervously darted out to wet her plump lips. Today she was wearing a gray skirt that hit below her knees, a dark blue blouse with long sleeves and one inch heels with a round toe. Daphne never wore excessive make-up and while she was mousey, she was quite pretty. With a rather large bust and curvy hips, it was a wonder why she was Miss Modest. But David knew better. When she had begun working for him a year ago she was Miss Modest. Now it was only a facade. Underneath the frumpy clothing and mask of a meak woman, lurked a cock hungry sex slave who begged for punishment. It wasn’t always like that though. She used to just misbehave because of being distracted, unobservant, and lazy. David changed that. She had gone through the punishments extremely well and it changed her. Now she only misbehaved if she was horny. Though, he supposed that her being nosey was something that wouldn’t change. He hid the smile he felt trying to form on his face.

She set the stapler on his desk and stood with her hands folded behind her back.

David stood up commanding the power in the room. He stood at six foot three and towered over Daphne’s five foot frame. His words were clipped and his tone firm. “Assume the position.”

Daphne swallowed and moved to stand behind his desk. Carefully, she bent at the waist, keeping her hands behind her back. David stood behind her and pulled one arm up and lay it on the desk. He picked up the stapler and with precision stapled first the left shirt sleeve to the desk. “You know why I’m doing this, don’t you?” He pressed his body tight to hers, feeling her breath quicken. The poor thing was shaking. His smile would have made a predator jealous.
She nodded and refused to look at him, her cheeks a little red.He picked up her other arm and did the same. David set the stapler down and leaned over her. He moved the hair away from her face and whispered in her ear. “You’ve been a bad girl again, Daphne. I’m going to have to punish you.”

Daphne nodded and whispered, “Yes, sir.”

David sat back down and opened up the bottom right drawer in his desk. Laying flat, neat and organized were his tools he used on the girl. He picked up a wooden ruler and lay it to the side of her. Daphne swallowed. Next he took out a soft blue rope that he used for special occasion, and finally pulled out a black box, long and not that wide, but a little plump. David took off his jacket and set it on the chair behind him. Next he took his tie off and unbuttoned the collar, loosening it some. The whole time he kept his eyes on Daphne. She would look back at him for a second, meeting his gaze, and then look away.

“Now, Daphne. Tell me what I should use on you and why.” He stood with his hands behind his back and looked down at her. Daphne looked at the items on the desk, gulped, and then said quietly, “The rope, sir, because I need my legs restrained.”

David smiled. “I agree, Daphne.” He stood up and gripped her hips making her gasp as he pulled her ass out roughly. He smiled coyly and ran his hands around the front of the girl. He squeezed her breasts and played with her nipples before sliding his hands down to her skirt. He felt for the zipper on the side and released it with a sigh. Slowly he slipped the skirt down her creamy thighs, smiling at the fact that she was pantyless. He chuckled and shivers raced up and down Daphne’s spine.

His voice was deep, thick with a British accent. It was distinguished, but velvety smooth. “Were you planning on being bad today, Daphne?”

Daphne giggled and let out a soft moan as David’s hand found her pussy lips. He ran his finger up and down her wet slit before slipping a digit into her tight cunt. “My, my,” he breathed, “what do we have here?” He let his finger slip deeper and started to move it within her. Daphne moaned and lifted her head to look back at him.

“Please, sir.” She pushed her ass back at him, want showing in her eyes.

David reached his arm out and grabbed the rope. He knelt down behind her and ran his hands over her ass, giving it a solid swat. He loved the way she shuddered and knew she was biting her bottom lip to keep from crying out. He made her spread her legs as far as they would go and then expertly started tying her ankles to the desk. When he was done, he tested how far, she could move. Her arms weren’t stretched too far, but it made what he wanted accomplishable. David played with the skin of her inner thighs, making her shiver. Daphne watched hungrily as he walked around the desk to stand in her view. He pulled his cock out and with slow movements, started pumping his hand. “Do you want something, Daphne?” He was teasing her. He knew exactly what she wanted and he planned on giving it to her. But she still had a lesson to learn.

He stopped pumping his fist and walked back around Daphne. Without any warning, he slapped her ass. Daphne gasped and her breathing picked up. David spoke low, “You were bad, Daphne.” He slapped her again. “You must not go through the mail of others.” His hand snaked out, wrapping his fingers around her throat. Daphne moaned as he slapped her ass again. “Tell me, Daphne.” He paused and squeezed her throat a little, knowing how much she liked to be choked. “Tell me why I shouldn’t punish you. Tell me why I should just give you what you want.” He leaned down over her, sliding two fingers into her wet cunt. Daphne’s tunnel clamped down on his fingers, squeezing while her hips pushed back.

“I-I was bad,” she panted. “Please punish me, Mr. Byron.”

David chuckled and moved his fingers in and out slowly. She whispered, “Please.”

His cock ached and it wouldn’t hurt giving her what she wanted. He knew she wouldn’t learn, at least that was the pattern. “Tell me what you are, Daphne.” He let go of her throat and grasped her hair.

Daphne swallowed. “I’m a little cock hungry slut who doesn’t know any better.”

David smiled. That wasn’t quite what he had in mind, but it would work. He removed his fingers and used her cunt juice to lube his cock before sliding into Daphne’s tight waiting hole. He groaned and pushed deeper.  Daphne moaned and angled her hips up so he could get deeper. As he fucked himself in and out slowly, he got a deliciously evil idea. Ever so slowly, he pulled out of Daphne completely. She whimpered in protest and turned to look back at him.

David pulled his chair up and sat down. With how Daphne was tied, he could pull her down some so just the head of his cock teased her hole. He pulled on the rope which in turn pulled her closer to him. He was right, the head of his cock just barely popped into the hole. Daphne whimpered and tried to push down onto his dick, but refrained so she wouldn’t tear her blouse.

She cried out in frustration and yelled at David. “Just what do you want me to do?”

David chuckled and lifted his hips up, feeling a little more of his cock slip into her hole. “If you want it then take it.”

Daphne whimpered, “But if I do that, I’ll rip my blouse.”

“Precisely why it’s your decision.”

Daphne stopped straining for a second and looked over her shoulder, “You’re an evil bastard.”

David’s smile would have made the devil jealous with how wicked it was. “Now hurry and make your decision before I make it for you.”

Daphne tried once more to lower herself carefully without tearing her blouse, but it was no use. With a strong pull from her arms, the blouse ripped at the sleeves and Daphne fell down onto David’s cock, sheathing his entire length. The both of them cried out from the sheer force. David didn’t give her a minute to get used to the sweet protrusion. Instead he grabbed her hips and made her start rocking back and forth. It didn’t take long for Daphne to pick up her own pace. David stopped grabbing her hips to grab her arms. He leaned up and whispered in her ear, “You’ve been thinking about this all day, haven’t you?”

Daphne’s response was to moan and lean back against him, wanting him to take control and plow her cunt until she couldn’t walk.

David reached forward and slapped her thigh. “That’s not an answer, Daphne.” He thrust up harder while holding her still. Daphne panted and tried to move her hips, tried to grind down on his cock. “Yes, sir!”

“Good girl.” He rewarded her by letting his hips fall back and continued fucking her. “Now tell me, Daphne. Are you going to be a good girl while I’m gone?” He whispered in her ear. “Because I’ll know if you haven’t been. And each time you are a bad girl,” he slipped his hand down and found her bare cunt, “I want you to spank yourself.” Quickly he slapped the bare skin, causing Daphne to cry out and quiver. “Yes, sir!”

David pulled her back further, the rope digging into her skin slightly. “I’m going to cum into this little cunt, Daphne. But first you have to beg me for it.”

Daphne moaned. “Ohh please, Mr. Byron! Please cum in this cunt. Please give it to this naughty girl!” She started bouncing up and down slightly. “I’ve been so naughty and I need your cum! I need to feel it! Give it to me, please!”

David moaned, “Yes, good girl! You want this cum? Then take it! Cum for me, Daphne!”

Daphne’s pussy clenched tight, almost sputtering as she orgasmed. David’s cock twitched once more then exploded deep in her slippery cunt. “Good girl,” he said through clenched teeth. He reached beneath them and untied the rope. Daphne panted above him, but raised up slowly. David cupped his hand under her pussy catching the combination of his and her cum. Without having to be told, she turned around and knelt, licking up the cum in David’s hand before licking his cock clean. David sighed happily and caught his fingers in Daphne’s hair. “Will you be a good girl while I’m gone?”

Daphne smiled. “A very good girl. And when I am bad, I shall write down the things I did so you can punish me accordingly when you return.”

David smiled. “That’s a very good girl indeed. Now go get cleaned up.” He paused. “You’ll find a clean shirt in your cubby.”

Daphne looked at him, a bit stunned.

“How did I know you were going to be bad?” He chuckled and his eyes rested on her torn shirt while she nodded. “Because I know you all too well. And I knew you would be tempted to read my mail.”

Daphne blushed and smiled sheepishly. “You’re very smart, Mr. Byron. And thank you for the punishment.” She got up and walked out of the room.

David smiled to himself. All he had to do now was prepare for his trip. America. This was going to be interesting.